[Sila baca post berikut dengan nada yang tenang sambil tersenyum... Hehehe]
Urmmm...kalau tak suke blog aku...nape baca?
Pegi la main jauh-jauh... Aku tak pernah pun suruh korang menghadap bende ni, kan?
Kalau dah tau yang apa yang aku tulis akan menyakitkan hati korang terutamanye bile bende tu btul, tapi korang tak dapat terima...kenape masih di sini...
Ade aku paksa korang untuk kekal membaca? Tidak, kan...
Segala yang aku taipkan (bukan tulis yek...manade orang menulis di online blog... kalau orang tu pakai tablet pun, it's for something else...) adalah apa yang aku saksikan di sekeliling aku... Tentang perlakuan manusia, kehidupan aku...kehidupan orang lain...and maybe watever that comes in between...
Tidak semestinya ia hanya berkait kepada sesuatu individu spesifik, kerana sesungguhnya kehidupan itu tidak pernah dan tidak akan berkisar kepada sesuatu individu tertentu sahaja.
Jika terasa dengan apa yang aku taipkan disini...well, too bad...
Tetapi tidak salah kalau kita cuba memperbaiki diri sendiri, kan.
Mungkin di suatu hari yang indah, kita boleh berbangga dengan mengatakan yang kita adalah manusia yang lebih baik dari yang sebelumnya...
Wahai jiwa-jiwa yang tenang, jangan sekali-kali kamu mencuba jadi Tuhan dengan mengadili dan menghakimi
Bahawasanya kamu memang tak punya daya dan upaya serta kekuatan untuk menentukan kebenaran yg sejati
Bukankah kita memang tercipta lelaki dan wanita, dan menjadi suku-suku dan bangsa-bangsa yang pasti berbeda
Bukankah kita memang harus saling mengenal dan menghormati
Bukan untuk saling bercerai-berai dan berperang angkat senjata
Hmmm...it's been a while since I last wrote anything in this page... The last time was 8 months ago...well, actually about 4 days shy of 8 months... The last post was on the 9th of March 2010... and today's the 5th of November 2010... Yeup, it's true what people said... Time flies, especially when you lose track of it...
Nothing much has changed when I came to think about it... Apart from my contract in the previous company has ended and within a couple of months, I got another job...it's been the same for me. I got up, go to work , ate 3 meals (well, kind of...), took one good shit and then I go back to bed... Hehehe.
Looking on the positive side of life, I finally finished my car loan... So now it's time for me to repair my car... Top to bottom, front to back... Lucky that I got a better pay in my current company...can save some money in the process... Well, the office is definately quite a long drive from my house...but I do enjoy it... At least I got to listen to my cds and also the radio a bit longer this time, rather than only managing to finish one song before I got to the office's car park...
On another note, aku tak berapa faham dengan perangai sesetengah orang yang sentiasa tak boleh tengok orang lain lebih skit dari diorang... Mesti nak dengki la, sakit hati la etc. Boleh tak kalau korang jangan sibuk pasal orang dan cuba tengok dalam diri sendiri, kenapa korang masih di tempat yang sama sedangkan orang lain dah berada di kedudukan yang lebih baik dari dulu... Aku tau, yang aku ni tak sempurna langsung...tapi tak salah kalau kita sama-sama cuba untuk memperbaiki kelemahan diri sendiri. Tak salah langsung kalau ada sikap bantu-membantu sesama manusia, kan?
Kalau seseorang tu lebih baik dari kita, apa salahnya kalau kita belajar dari mereka dan kalau ianya masuk akal dan munsabah caranya...bukankah itu lebih baik? It's definately better than condeming others, rite? If you, yourself are in a better position than the people you condemned...then maybe it make sense (a bit laaa...). But if you are a bigger screw-ups than that person...well to me you're just making yourself look even worst... Like my sis, Sita like to say it...the pot calling kettle, black...
Anyway...I've changed the look of my page here... Gotta try something else later... But that 'later'...only GOD knows when that's gonna be... Hehehe...
DeADMAN...out...
ChAcK has gone to Pusan, South Korea last Friday... Dat was the last time we, THe BROTHeRS...are together... He's gonna be there for 'bout 9 months or so. He got posted there for a while...but he said dat he should be able to come back here a few times in between dat 9 months.Uh, well...there goes our designated brawler and racer. But, ZuL should be able to fill up those shoes pretty nicely... Hehehe.
My mum called me the other day and said dat they're plannin' to sell off one our house in Ipoh... Yeup, the same house dat we all grew up in. It's kinda sad cuz I really like dat house. It may be small, but dat's where I grew up... Nearly 15 years of my life unfolds in dat house. Unfortunately, my dad can't maintain it anymore. My parents, they need the money...so a decision have to made. With wat I'm makin' right now in a monthly basis, I can't afford to buy the house from my dad...so as much as it hurts to see dat the house will no longer be ours, we have to face the fact.
The good thing 'bout it is, a friend of my family is buying it. One of my old neighbour's gonna buy the house from us. I believe dat it's pretty much in good hands... I then told my mum dat I'm plannin' to save some money and buying a house here...bla, bla, bla...and she was quite surprised. She was wonderin' why I haven't thought of dis before. Hehehe.
I told her, I did...and I pointed the fact dat I do have a set of good, functional brain. It's juz dat I dun use it dat much...unless I want too. We had a good laugh after dat... So, rite now my mum and I have a pretty good idea of what we might do next and she's ok wit it...
I have a lot on my shoulders rite now...but, hey... I'll find a way. I always do...always... *wink
Am I sick?... Well, maybe I am...to some. To others...maybe I'm just fine.
Have you ever get the feelin' that you juz wanna grab sumone by the throat and squeeze the life out of him/her? I know I have... Lookin' straight into their eyes, seein' the pain that their in and enjoy it. Then smash your fist repeatedly on the face until they bleed from their nose, eyes and mouth. Listenin' to them begging for you to stop, but that actually makes you wanna hit them harder...juz cuz the voice annoys the shit out of you...
I've felt dat one too many times... And I dun like it...not one bit... Well, the smashin' part is good...nothin' feels better than to beat the living hell out of somebody... But not gettin' to do it, is a different thing altogether. Havin' to hold everythin' back juz cuz you care for the well-bein' of other... I mean, you definately dun wanna hurt the people you care 'bout...rite?
I'm actually juz fuckin' frustrated...dat's it... I dun use the F-word on a regular basis...so, if I've started using it...dat would mean either I'm very-very angry or I'm frustrated. Dis is one example...
On a nother note... I juz realized dat I have a Facebook account... It seems dat I've accidentally created a Facebook account 'bout 3 years ago... Hmmm...uh, well...might as well use it... Even if I dun put my pics in it... Never liked the idea of takin' my pics...
Got a lot of heat from my aunts this week... Simply cuz I walked home from the office. I dun have my car with me this past week...my sister used it to go back to our parent's house. I was using my cousin sister's car for a couple of daysbefore her mum, my first aunt...wants me to return the car. The reason being...well, apparently...her neighbour wants to borrow it for their trip to Ipoh!!! Nice, huh? Dat made my other aunts furious and when they know dat I have to walk home...it got worse la...
They told me dun ever do dat again as long as they are still alive... They said dat they dun care if my uncles or other aunts dun care or anythin'...but as long as they are alive, I have to know dat I have them... Yeah, ok...ok....I'm an adult now...not 8 anymore... But it does feels good, though... Anyway...they didn't know 'bout all of dis untill my mum told them 'bout it... Hehehe... See? Dat's why I prefer to keep things to myself and dun tell anybody 'bout...almost everythin'...
I always wondered why do people juz love to be...blind. Juz blind... Why do they refuse to see the real thing. Why do they love to be blinded by the things dat is obviously and ridiculously...a lie!!! Why do they love to be blinded by shiny things and money and other shits like dat. Why do they only look at materials rather than use their common sense and think before they start doin' somethin' really, really stupid... And I have no idea why the hell do they care, or too overly concern of what others might think 'bout them or the world 'round them... The other thing dat I dun understand is why do people keep stickin' their nose where they're not suppose too?!?! Mind your own fuckin' business, will ya!?!?
Dun juz look with your eyes...use your heart... There's a reason why we have it inside...to look for somethin' that is inside...
I haven't had much time to update the blog nowadays... Too caught up in my work... A lot of stuff to do and not much time to do it. However, I can sense dat I'm gettin' a bit slow in deliverin' the task at hand accordin' to the timeline. Even my boss said the same damn thing. I hate it... Not cuz my boss said I was gettin' slow... I juz hated myself for gettin' slow. My boss is juz doin' his job and wanna help. He's got good intention and I dun mind...not one bit......
Quite a few things happened this past couple of weeks... The last time I updated this page is when I was kinda pissed. At who or what? Well, I think it's better for me to keep it to myself... Let's juz say dat the last thing dat the world wanna see is me in my 'Berserker Barrage' mode, ok...
Finally got a chance to meet up wit SiTa last weekend... The last time I saw her was 'bout a couple of months ago. She has a lot to share... And she gave me an original Royal Malaysian Air Force pilot jacket. Nice...... It was from a frend of her whom I met a few months back. He was a very nice person too... Now I juz need a pair of Aviator sunglasses to go wit it. Hahaha...
Apart from that...well, I would say last 2 weekend was a lot of fun for me... I got my salary and went shopping for some stuff. Mainly T-shirts, shoes and most importantly Transformers... Bought myself a couple more of it. The twins...Skids and Mudflap... Hehehe... Maybe I'll upload the picture a bit later... Also, finally after nearly 3 years using the same ol' phone...I bought a new one... It was another Nokia... To me, they have the best user-interface and it's very user-friendly... 2 main reasons for me buyin' it...apart from the Bluetooth capability, Wi-Fi, USB transfer mode, GPRS, MP3 player, Sliding QWERTY keyboard (yup, got dat too!!!) and the Camera, etc... Hehehe.
Last week was another fun weekend for me. A couple of months ago I went for King Shah's of Metalasia wedding... He's one of ZuL's fren... And, last week...ZuL n Me went to King Shah's house in PJ. It was kinda like a little re-union session of the team. Ritz and Sam was there too. So was the Singaporean band, Metalpura. Metalasia is comin' out wit kinda a re-release of their first album, Khalifah Alam Maya back in 1999 (which was a big hit in the rock n metal scene all over the world like in Korea, Maldives, Greece etc). They'll be using the original line-up consistin' of King Shah and Ritz on guitars (no leads here...just 2 nicely tuned and sync-ed guitar shreddin' together), CD Naz on vocal, Iwan Brakar on bass duty and Sam Maya smashin' the drum set like nobody's business.
There'll be a tour, scheduled in May 2010. And guess what!!! They'll be performin' alongside Helloween and Loudness!!! Yeup...you heard me...they're comin' down...That's great... The other good news is... METALLICA IS COMIN' DOWN TO MALAYSIA!!!!!! No joke!!! Woohooo!!!!!! Anyway, we were at King Shah's place until about 3 in the mornin'...chillin' out and even got a chance to see them shreddin' and smashin'... Hehehe.
Ok...ok... Dat's enuff for now...
DeADMAN will return......
p/s By the way...there will be another session next week. Hehehe *wink
