LIFe 'n' DReAMZ

Dah lebih kurang sebulan aku tak update blog aku ni. Agak-agak busy ngan keje kat ofis. Hehehe... Letih pun, ye jugak. Ade la beberape bende yang jadi dalam masa sebulan tu. Cam, ade orang nak carik pasal ngan aku... Ye la, nak try naik kan tekanan darah aku dan ape saje yang sewaktu dengannya... Pastu plak, aku baru sedar yang aku ni cam terlalu baik ngan orang sampai banyak sangat yang pijak kepala... Ape kes?!?!?! So, aku ingat nak jadi balik cam dulu-dulu. Orang yang yang pedulik dengan bende lain kecuali diri aku sendiri.

Memang la jadi orang yang pentingkan diri sendiri ni tak berape elok, tapi kekadang tu...it's the only way. Bukannye aku tak sayang atau pedulik pasal orang lain, tapi sebanyak mane yang aku dah tengok dan lalui dalam idup aku ni...hampir semuanya akan makan diri aku balik. Bites me back in the ass, if you know wut I mean... Dan kebiasaannya, orang takkan sedar yang aku ni sayang dan ambik pedulik kat diorang until it's too late. Until the time comes for me to walk away to where the sun sets...

How do you look at life? No, seriously...how do you? Maybe some of you have heard the phrase, 'Life is like a box of chocolate. You'll never know wut you're gonna get.' Some of you might understand it...while some might not. To me...you can actually know wut you would get from a box of chocolate. The smallest one would be the one with raisins in it, while anythin' bigger than dat would have nuts in it... It's pretty simple to figure it out. Come to think 'bout it, life is not 'dat' hard at all. You wake up in the mornin', you go to work, take your 3 meals, get yourself a good shit and you go back to bed. Well, at least dat's one way of lookin' at it...rite?

To me, sometimes...I look at it dis way... Hmmm...at least once in our life, we have to get in to a bus...rite? But before we can get into the bus, we need to go to the bus stop or maybe a bus station. Have you ever sit at a bus stop, or a bus station and at the same time there are a few people waitin' too? And after a while a certain bus with a certain number would arrive and some of the people waitin' wit you will be gettin' into the bus...off to their destination...and there are people gettin' off the bus down to the bus stop. It happens over and over again until the day ends.

You might know some of the people who's waitin' wit you at the bus stop...and maybe sometimes you would be oblivious of other's presence at the same bus stop... You might talk to some of the people you meet there, or may help them in one way or another... And you might just brush some of them away... If you were to spend one day at the bus stop, you will get the chance to observe a lot of different types of people. There people from all sorts of backgrounds, from office workers to construction workers...from school kids to executives...young and old...poor and rich people too, believe it or not...You might meet people you would be friends with for life... I've experienced it myself...seriously...

Translate it onto your life... The bus stop is where your life is, right now. The people at the bus stop is the people you meet at dat point in your life. You dun know who you gonna meet next and in wut way you would meet them. And when the bus arrives, you get into it and move to another point of your life... As I said before...the cycle goes on and on. Over and over again until the day you die...

Dat's life to me. Dat's how I reflect the things we do everyday into my life... Not many people realize dis but, it's not easy bein' simple , you know...

Can't wait 'till the end of the month... Hehehe...a part of my dream will come true... Pray...pray really hard...

DeADMAN out...for now...

p/s - Really happy for Sita... Thing are looking up for her now. Her husband just passed the exam and dat means a lot to their families... Better life...

Time for them to soar above the sky... They've spend to much time on the ground and under it...