Hmmm...A PaRTiNG WiTh THe OLd 'N' A MeeTiNG WiTh A NeW ONe...

I can't believe it...but it's the dawn of another new year...

Thinkin'...thinkin'...... Still thinkin'......... The neurons are shooting electrical impulses throughout the body at the speed of light and the brain cells are workin' hard rite now...

Yes...No...Definately, maybe...... Pros... Cons... Could have... Should have... Would have......

Brain startin' to hurt a lil' bit...but not yet meltin'...... Heavy Rock songs in the background. Metallica, Alterbridge, Hammerfall, Nightwish, Angra, Slipknot, Korn, Endeverafter, Amaran, Sevendust, Dark New Day, Not Forgotten, Limp Bizkit, Slayer, Linkin' Park, Kid Rock, Disturbed, Metalasia, Saliva, Rage Against The Machine, Apocalyptica, Seether, Sepultura, Venom, Nickelback, Divide The Day, Search, DragonForce, The Art of Dying, Led Zeppelin, Papa Roach, Avenged Sevenfold, Wings, Marilyn Manson, Our Lady Peace, Pantera, Drowning Pool, Scorpions, Motorhead, Foo Fighters, Deep Purple, Manowar, The Children of Bodom, Velvet Revolver, System Of A Down and Evanesence keeps repeating itself...over and over again......

To some people the music will only helps in the meltdown of their puny brains...and mess everythin' up... But not to me...... To me, it's an orchestrated chaos...beautifully disastrous. Hahaha...

By the way...I'm still thinkin'...... I...still...function...

And then I realized sumthin'... Ice-creams!!! I need sum ice-creams...dat'll help. I dun want my brain to overheats itself...need a BrAiN FReeZe!!!

Hmmm...dat was anti-climatic, dun you think so? Hahahahahahaha...

Uh, c'mon people... You can't be serious 24/7, rite?!?! Sumtimes you juz need to sit back, relax and enjoy the ride. Take a few steps back and look at the big picture... Trust me, it'll help...a lot.

HAPPY NeW YeAR to ALL!!! May the first light of the sun in the new year spells the beginning of your joy dat would last for the whole of 2010... GOD bless all of you...whoever and wutever you are......

We may want a beautiful flower but God would give us a thorny cactus. We wanted a beautiful butterfly but then God gave us a hairy caterpillar... And then, we wonder why we never got what we've wished for. But, think again...think deep and think hard. From the cactus, we will get our beautiful red flower and from the hairy caterpillar, we'll get our colourful butterfly.

God works in mysterious ways. He gave us what we need...not what we want...... 'Cuz sumtimes, wut we want isn't really what we need......

As for me... It's ten percent luck, twenty percent skill, fifteen percent concentrated power of will. Five percent pleasure...fifty percent pain. And a hundred percent reason to remember the name. ReMeMBeR Me...BLOOD SWeAT 'n' TeARS...

A lot of things happened in 2009... A lot of things dat I've learned in 2009... So, 2010...here I come......

I've seen better days
So says the mirror
It's hard to find divinity when you're the king of men

It could be much worse
But the call is close
Tomorrow's my reason for today to let go

If I can get through this
I can get through that
If you cut me wide open
I can cut you some slack
If you come when I'm leaving
I might never be back
I know it's not easy
Just a matter of fact

If I can get through this
I can get through anything
If I can make it through this
I can get through anything
I promise you


Will I make it through? Hmmm...we'll see......

DeADMAN out...and I will return......

AwAY FrOM THe SuN

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss the life
I miss the colors of the world
Can anyone tell where I am

I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone. There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I've known

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't tell what I've done

And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again

HaPpY + AnGrY = YoU, Me n eVeRYBoDy eLSe...

Hmmm...where do I start... Let's share a few things dat would make happy and thing's dat would juz piss me off in a few seconds, shall we...

Well, for starters, the first thing dat would make me happy is the well being of my beloved parents. They are everythin' for me. Hmmm...I think the proper thing to say is my whole family, rite? Plain and simple... Well, I guess most of the people out there will say the same thing too. Yeah...it's a bit cliché dun you think so?

The next thing is, obviously...my Transformers toys collection. I know it's not much, but hey...at least I dare say dat I earn every single one of it. I bought each one of it wit my hard earned monthly salary. I never got a chance to have any of it when I was a kid...so, when I got my own money I go out and bought some to make myself happy. And in the process make sure dat the kid in me is still lives!!! Some people might say..."Grow up dude!!! Get a life, will ya!!!" But, who cares... As long as I dun bother anybody's FReAKIN' life, dat's good enuff... Hahaha...

However, there's one thing dat could make he happy and angry all at the same time... And they are...the frenz dat I have. Yup, they are the ones dat could make you or break you into pieces... They are the one who could share your happiness or sorrow. They are also the one who could stab you in the back at any moment given. So, choose carefully who your frenz are...

I once told a fren dat, we can't share everythin' wit everybody. I know cuz, I've been in dat situation before... Telling people your deepest, darkest secret can bite you back in the ass. People did dat to me... Well, I have to admit dat it was my fault too. Who the hell asked me to tell everythin' to them?!?!?! Yeah, ok...I know... My bad judgment call. Fineee... Stop rubbin' salt to the wound, ok... Hahaha.

But the worst is when they lie to me... I hate it cuz, I won't lie to them. I would never do dat...unless if I have too. I always have a good reason to do the things I do. Maybe it would not sound good to others, but I can't satisfy everybody...can I? But come to think 'bout it...9 times out of 10... I don't lie. Really, what's the point in lying, anyway?!?!

Nobody's perfect, remember. Being old doesn't necessarily make you a wiser person. Even Einstein regretted when he created TNT...

But seriously, the same thing dat could me happy...can also make me angry. I believe the same goes to everybody else... "How?" some might ask... Well, all of you have your own set of brains...rite? So, go figure... Hehehe

Dat's all for now...

THe DeADMAN will return......

FuN FoR THE TeAM...

Well, we had this Gift Exchange thingy goin' on wit our department a couple of weeks ago... They've also organized a quiz session and 'makan-makan' session for the whole team.

It was fun...it really was... We were separated in to 5 teams and each team had about 4 to 5 team members. There were 3 sets of quizzes that we need to complete and overall...my team was in the 2nd place. Uh, well...it's good for a bunch of wacky people!!!

So, when it was the time for the gift exchange to start...we were still needed to answer a question before we can get the present... Well, for the unlucky ones...dat is... And guess what......I was in dat group. Hahaha. My question was 'When is Boxing Day?'. Seriously I dun know... And my big boss said, 'It's the day you go boxing la...'. Well, I said... 'I box everyday!!!' Hahaha... But, hey... I do......wit my door.

Ok, so after dat I got my present. It was funny... The same person who jokingly said if any of us dun have any wrapping paper, we can use the burger wrapping paper that we can get from the burger stall actually did it!!! He a.k.a my Team Lead actually wrapped the gift in a burger wrapping paper!!! And guess what...I got the gift.... Hahaha

As for me...I'd wrapped 2 of my MISP Hot Wheels car collection and juz put it in the gift pile... And my boss was the one who drew the number of my stuff. It was a 2010 Shelby Mustang GT500 and a 2008 Dodge Challenger SRT8. I was like really...really hoping dat she would get it...cuz she likes cars too!!! My wished had come true...hehehe

Dis might be a bit odd as I'm not the kind of person who really like to post pictures in my blog but here's some of it... Hope dat we still have a chance to do this again, people!!!

Here's the gift pile!!!

See!!! A FReAKIN burger wrapper!!!

The whole team... So happy...after the meal, of course...

Look!!! That's the burger I was talkin' 'bout... I'm not lying, am I!!!

UnTiLL iT SLeePs?!?!?! UnTiLL I'm GoNe...

Well, another boring weekend for me... Hmmm...gotta do somethin' 'bout dis. Do I need to get myself a girlfren or sumthin'? Hah, like dat's gonna ever happen in a million years!!! Yeah, ok...enuff 'bout me feelin' pathethic. Fineee... Let's talk 'bout sumthin' else, shall we?

Hmmm...I've talked 'bout my job, cars, Transformers, musics and......somehow, I've have no idea of what else I'm suppose to write in here. Hahaha... Damnnn, my life's boring... But my dreams aren't so empty, as my conscience seems to be.

Where do I take this pain of mine
I run but it stays right by my side

So tear me open and pour me out
There's things inside that scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me until it sleeps

Just like the curse just like the stray
You feed once now it stays
Now it stays

So tear me open but beware
There's things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me until I'm clean

It grips you so hold me
It stains you so hold me
It hates you so hold me
It holds you so hold me

So tell me why you've chosen me
Don't want your grip, don't want your greed
Don't want it

I'll tear me open make you gone
No more can you hurt anyone
And the fear still shakes me
So hold me, until it sleeps

It grips you so hold me
It stains you so hold me
It hates you so hold me
It holds you, holds you, holds you

I'll tear me open make you gone
No longer will you hurt anyone
And the hate still shames me
So hold me
Until it sleeps

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called 'the PReSeNT'.

THe ASHeS of SiN...

Mistakes I've made
There's no turning back the clock
This road is cleared
Stashes all my secret thoughts

Desire sways
Raise a hand inside my heart
This masquerade has turned me into what I'm not

I'm on my way
To sacrifice for a new start
I'll take the blame
For the turn of broken hearts

This taste for shame
Has got my twisted into knots
This masquerade, a moving train that I can't stop

From ashes to ashes
Look at the burning masses
Beautifully disastrous
From ashes to ashes
Look at the burning masses
Beautifully disastrous
From ashes of sin
I come alive
From ashes of sin
I rise

SoMeThiN' iS DoNe...SoMeThiNG eLSe iS oN It'S WaY

Hmmm...guess wut... When my cousin sister picked me up at the train station, I juz realized dat I had left both my house and my car keys at my parent's place... Nice. huh... Yup, of all the time...it gotta happen at dat time and of all the people in the world...it happened to me... Oh, crap......

Well, the good news is the car is finally fixed... Not painted yet, but fixed... Dat's good enuff for now. I think I'll re-paint it next year, which is not dat far from now... Plannin' to do it at the end of January next year. We'll see...as always...

I've not been in a pretty good mood since last Wednesday... Got this firery urge to beat the shit out of somebody... I dun know why...but I juz wanna beat somebody up... I almost forgot how good it felt to beat somebody up... I wonder if I would still have so much fun as I used to. Well, maybe I'm juz too old for dat now... If I was the same person a few years back...maybe dat somebody would rather kill himself... Hmmmm...... Dat was then...this, is now. But dat doesn't mean I would hesitate to flip. Gimme 2 seconds and you'll see a different side of me...

But, it's good to know dat I've stopped doin' stuff like dat for quite a while now... So you dun have to worry...well, unless you do sumthin' stupid dat is...

A friend asked me to write somethin' about hope... Well, this is what I gave her...

Hope is somethin' dangerous when you don't know how to give up... Hope is somethin' that will wrap you around your neck in a noose and it'll drop you down...Hangin'... When you don't know how to stop... So, stop...before it becomes too late... Hmmm...just a thought...

And then she just realized dat I was serious... Well, I am.........

Goin' HoMe...FoR a ReST

'THe DaY' came and it drifted away like the clouds...and not many people know 'bout it... Good, juz the way I like it. But for those who remembered... Thanks...

The car is still in a mess...I dun have the time to repair it yet. Well, not to mention 'bout the means of me payin' for the repairs... I am soooo screwed up, man... Hahahaha...

Went back to my parent's house for Eid Ul Adha. One of the good thing was I got to download a whole bunch of songs...both new and some past hits... Hehehe... The bad thing was... I need to go back by myself...boardin' a train!!! My sister got some exam dat she needs to attend to...so, dat's why I'm goin' back alone... She got the other car wit her, and I was not drivin' dis time...

I was downloadin' those songs to make up a new compilation CD. The ones I have rite now is a bit old...and I've been listenin' to it for the past a couple of months or so. Hehehe... Definately need a new one. But dis time, it's a bit different as I'm thinkin' to make a compilation of rock ballads and some slow rock songs... But again, who am I kiddin'. Obviously there will be some brain splatterin' rock song dat will be included in the CD. Songs by EndEverAfter, Drowning Pool, Nickelback, Slipknot and stuff like dat. Well, I like dat kind of music...

So this will mark the first time I ever board a train... Pretty lame, huh... Uh well, who cares... I've been in a car, bus, lorry, boats, airplane and now, train... So the cycle is complete, I guess. Hahaha. I'm even writin' this post in the train itself. Not a smooth ride all the way, kinda like the way you would feel in a bus but slightly quieter. Except when the coach-connectin' door is opened. Then the noise of the engine would be a bit annoyin' but you'll get used to it. Hehe. The earphones really helped. Not to mention the 243 songs dat I have in my playlist!!!

My mum told me dat a fren of mine is also in the same train as me. But I dun know she's sittin' in which coach. Maybe I'll look for her later. Maybe not... Depends on my mood. Hehehe.

I got a whole bunch of things dat I need to do when I get back home. Not to mention the things in the offfice...which is a good thing for me. I'm occupied wit the work dat I need to do so I won't be bothering anybody, anytime soon.

Well, dat's it for now... DeADMAN out... but I will return...

NoT AGaIN!!!!!!

Hmmm...guess what... I think i know why I feelin' down this past week. Sumthin' happenned...

I was involved in an accident...AGAIN!!! Yup, it was a couple of days ago... So, this would be my 6th accident. In a month dat should be my happiest month of the year!!!

Life's GReAT, ain't it!!! There's always somethin' good that would come after this.

A Th0uSaND MILe WiSh

Someone once told me..."He who makes a beast out of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man." I'm not sure if he meant it literally or it's juz a metafore...

Yeah, like dat's gonna happen anytime soon. Humans and emotions are inseparable. But dat doesn't mean dat all humans have the same level of emotions in them... Hmm...how I wish dat a certain human would feel the same as I do and really understand 'it'...

But again, it's juz a thousand mile wish...

Forgive me if now I wear the face of worry
This time alone could never cause any doubt
But I’ve been cold too long
Such a strange time to find myself coming down as the rain
With all these holes my love
To fill up from the middle
This storm could stay all night

So can you stay until we close our eyes
Til your dreams hold mine
Just stay until we know we tried one more time

Cause laughing lovers can overcome their closest demons
And they’ll go on and they won’t let go
They saw something that they know
Has never come so close
Can it stay here for us, for now?

Can it stay until we know ourselves?
I’m torn as I tell
You’re the story that I know and fell from
I’m so far into your story I don’t know why
We think we’re in control
When we lie between the lines

We’ll find a line to follow
It’s got to show real soon
Or we’ll never reach this high

We climb a little further
Cause there’s nothing we can’t get around together
Further gets colder until nothing was all that I saw around

So we stay until the ground
That we can’t come down from splits us away
Maybe stars know why we fall
I just wish they were thinking out loud
Oh, I could wish all night

DeADMAN out...

p/s - HEY!!! I'M SUPPOSe TO Be FReAKISHLY HAPPY NOW. IT'S NOVeMBeR!!! IT'S MY FReAKIN' MONTH!!! But, why am I so down?!?!?! Is sumthin' botherin' me? Hmmm...I dun know...probably there is sumthin'... Would I ever tell it to anybody? Definately...maybe...... I'll be back...in a better state of mind, I hope... SOON...

HeLPIN' OuT and GeTTIN' SOMe HeLP iN ReTUrN...

Hmmm...how am I suppose to explain dis to people... Some of 'em said to me dat, I dun have to justify to anybody...but some said dat I need to make 'em understand the situation dat I'm in... Choices and Consequences... Pros and Cons... Yin and Yang... LIFe and DeATH...

Well, let's forget that for now, shall we?

All is fine at the office rite now... I'm havin' fun learnin' new things everyday...well, more like refreshin' the information in my head for my task at the office.... Hehehe...

I have dis fren at the office dat wants to learn English from me...and I said, 'Why not...' Well, it's not dat I'm good at it anyway but it does help me to be better at it. It helped me to expand my vocabulary as well...so, again 'Why not...' It's a win-win situation. I'm helpin' her and at the same time, I'm helpin' myself too... She sumtimes can't believe wit the sentences dat I came up wit and kept askin' me if I can teach her more... She kept askin' me wut kind of books I read... Well, hate to break it to you, girl...but I dun read dat much... However, I did spend 'bout a week readin' the Oxford dictionary. Seriously I dun read dat much... I only buy 1 magazine every month and dat's 'Top Gear'. Won't help you dat much unless of course if you're nuts 'bout cars like me...

Come to think 'bout it, I dun really have a lot of words diversity. Juz look at how I write my blog here... It's juz simple straight-forward English wit sum crazy spellin' errors. Hey, I did dat on purpose, ok... I learnt English by watchin' TV, regardless of the programmes. Movies, documentaries, sports and most importantly, cartoons!!! And the constant weekly trips to my dad's office when I was a kid does help... Well, my dad dun speak in English at home but he does so at the office. My dad's officemates even spoke to me in English. So, in order to understand wut the hell the people in my dad's office was talkin' about...I have to learn English... But one programme dat helped me a lot when it comes to understandin' the language and the correct pronunciation was WWE's Raw and SmackDown, believe it or not. Listenin' to all those wrestlers talkin' in the middle of the ring and the commentators callin' the match helped me a lot.

And then, when I worked wit HP we have dis English class specifically for us as we're dealin' wit American customers...and it helped to... Helped me to better understand the language and the neutral slang of it. In a way, you can consider me as lucky. I may not have a degree in anythin' but hey, I sure can speak better English than most of the people out there... Listenin' to the some of the people on TV speakin' English sumtimes made me wanna puke...especially those stupid wannabes.... It made me laugh too... Hahaha. But, like I said before...I may not speak perfect English but I can definately speak better than them. Uh, well...come to think 'bout it...... Nobody's perfect, rite? So I guess we juz have to live wit it, huh?

Dat's all for now... I have a bunch of slides dat needs to be re-worked... Got some trainin' to conduct dis week... Need to get some inspiration... Hmmm...EndEverAfter's From The Ashes of Sin should help... Rock on!!!

DeADMAN out...for now......

THe OrIGiNaL DeADMAN...

Another week went by...as always... I wrote the previous blog entry 'bout a couple of weeks ago but never got the chance to publish it. Hey, I was busy wit my work, ok...so cut me some slack, will ya...

I got a few open house invitation this week but I'm not sure if I'll go to any one of 'em. I juz feel like sitting' at home, watchin' TV and cleanin' the house. Weird...but dat's juz wut I'm feelin' now. My mum is here anyway...so, go figure.

I was watchin' WWE's SmackDown last week and I was lucky enuff to see the return of The UNDeRTAKeR. It was sooo cooolll... He's back wit the same attire he wore back in the Ministry of Darkness days... Eventhough I like the black overcoat wit the cowboy hat, which look like an ol' western mortician...this is even better. Well, I know dat the one dat is showin' on TV now is like a couple of months late than the one currently but it was ok. As long as it has The UNDeRTAKeR in it...it's good enuff for me. He's my favourite wrestler everrr...... Hahaha...

And did you know, The UNDeRTAKeR made his debut in WWE (then WWF) at the exact same date as my birthday in 1990! The pay-per-view was called Survivor Series and is one of WWE's big pay-pay-view. The others are the Royal Rumble, held every January; Wrestlemania, held every March or early April and Summerslam, held every August. The Survivor Series is held every November, so dat would give you the answer on which month I first opened my eyes to see the world...but I was not born in 1990... I'm older than dat... Hehehe.

The UNDeRTAKeR's persona was the western mortician...a DeADMAN, impervious to pain (most of the time, everythin' too!!!) and the power comes from an urn carried by Paul Bearer, his manager... However, in the late 90's it evolved into a more sinister lookin' Lord of Darkness who answered to a 'Higher Power'... He began abductin' people and turnin' 'em into his disciples. He started showin' his new abilities like engulfin' the ring wit fire, creatin' lightnin' bolts at will, and appearin' & disappearin' out of nowhere... Wit his disciples, they formed The Ministry of Darkness. They soon joined forces wit The Corporation of Vince and Shane McMahon which in turn made them in The Corporate Ministry... This is when he appeared in one of his famous outfit dat he wore in the Unforgiven pay-per-view. To me, dat was one of the coolest outfit evvveeerrrr... Go ahead and 'goggle' it, will ya...

Soon after, due to injury...he went into rehab and 'TAKeR was not seen for 'bout a year or so... Now, this was a legitimate injury from all the matches he went through... Hey, he pionerred the Casket Match and Hell in the Cell to name a few... Ok, so he was out cuz of injuries for a while...and everybody thought they were safe and people nearly forget 'bout The Phenom dat has casts his shadow into a world dat is WWE... Untill......

At Judgment Day, The Rock and Triple H was battling for the WWF Championship in the Iron Man Match. Just to let you know, the Iron Man Match was originated by Shawn Michaels and Bret Hart. The rules are simple...each combatants will wretle each other for an hour non-stop and whoever scores the most pinfalls...wins the match. Now, in Judgment Day, the scores was at 4 a-piece. The Rock and Triple H has pinned each other 4 times and at one time, Triple H was leading 3-1... Everybody was at the edge of their seats when there's only 'bout a minute left on the clock when... a mysterious figure with long blonde hair wearing a black overcoat and a bandana emerged from the top of the stage. He then ran to the ring and started decimating the McMahon-Helmsley troops...including Triple H. When the camera focused on this figure...the world saw the familiar demonic eye of...THe UNDeRTAKeR!!! Unfortunately for The Rock, 'TAKeR's interference costs him the WWF title and due to it, Triple H was awarded an extra point at the very last second of the match and he retains the championship. I was actually jumpin' on my seat when I watched the pay-per-view on TV. 'TAKeR's backkk!!!

This was the incarnation of THe UNDeRTAKeR that was known as THe AMeRICAN BAD ASS. He opted the bad biker image with black or denim overcoats, and bandanas. He even rode on his own Titan bikes to the ring and after a while, he cut his hair short. Instead of the 'normal' Graveyard Symphony theme dat was previously used, the new theme was from Kid Rock entitled 'American Bad Ass' (hence the title given to this persona). The theme was later changed to Limp Bizkit's 'Rollin' (Air Raid Vehicle Version). However the signature 'gong' introduction was still used. Up to 10 times and every time it tolled...the arena will be engulfed in total darkness which will be followed by the sound of his V-Twin engined Titan screamin' at the entrance ramp... Coooolllll...... This persona then evolved into 'Big Evil'. This is one of the few times dat he is actually labelled as 'heel' which is a wresling slang for bad guy. But somehow the fans are divided on whether to cheer for him or not... As the storyline develops...'TAKeR is once again a 'face' or a good guy in the wrestling slang and went on to wrestle Vince McMahon in a Buried Alive Match. One of the many matched that he pionerred. However, due to Kane's interference...'TAKeR lost the match and was buried alive by Kane...literally!!! And presumed dead...

Fast foward a few months later...at Royal Rumble. During the Royal Rumble Match which Kane was involved in, the arena went dark and a familiar sound of the 'gong' shocked the whole arena...and Kane especially... People was actually screamin', hoping dat 'he' would emerged. Even when 'he' didn't...it was enuff to distract Kane to be eliminated from the 30 men brawl. For the next couple of months, the darkenin' of the arena and the 'gong' sound haunted Kane up to a point he issue a challenge to the 'dead' UNDeRTAKeR to fight him at WrestleMania XX(20th anniversary of Wrestlemania). Kane vowed to make his brother, THe UNDeRTAKeR disappear forever from the WWE Universe. At WrestleMania...when it's time for Kane vs THe UNDeRTAKeR......smoke filled the arena, it was dark as the night with a purple hue, lightning bolt and thunder was everywhere and the laughter of Paul Bearer...then, toll of the 'gong' echoed throughout the entire arena. And there he was...THe DeADMAN, THe PHeNOM dat is THe UNDeRTAKeR wit Paul Bearer holding the urn in front of him. Ol' western cowboy hat, black overcoat and all... He is finally back!!! I watched it 'LIVE' on TV...I ordered the damn pay-per-view and it was friggin' worth it!!! Hairs were standin' at the back of my neck when I heard the first 'gong' echoed in Madison Square Garden... Hahahaha...

Since then, 'Taker has maintained his undefeated streak at WrestleMania. FYI, 'TAKeR's the only wrestler that is undefeated at WrestleMania (trust me when I say dat it'll stay dat way) and the current record is 17-0. Again, we fast forward to 'bout a few weeks ago when THe UNDeRTAKeR won his 3rd World Heavyweight Championship. He has held the WWE Championship on 4 different occasions and is recognized in WWE as a 7 time World Champion. As the current World Heavyweight Champion, he will again cast his dark shadow across the world dat is WWE Universe...(and imagine when you've finished reading dis, the toll of the 'gong' echoing all around you, complete wit the lightning and thunder... in surround sound!!!)

DeADMAN out...for now......

RaYa, FLu & FIRe!!!

I went back, again, to my parent's house last week for Eid Ul Fitr. Well, the expenses was covered by my mum...so, go figure... Hehehe. My sister and brother tagged along... I didn't apply for any extra leave days, cuz I've juz came back from a week long leave 'bout a couple of weeks ago. Well, I only applied for 4 days, but due to all the public holidays within dat week...my off days is stretched to a week... Heh, dat's wut I call 'Planning'...

We went shoppin', but obviously I didn't buy anythin'... Hey, I didn't get an advance, ok... But I think it's a good thing. If I did get an advance, I'll finished it in 'bout half an hour or so. Hehehe. I should get an extra thousand bucks or so in the end of the month, so its ok. Now dat is not countin' my salary... I'll get myself either a fridge or a washing machine. Or maybe a couple of Transformers...Hahaha.

And it's official...I'm the only Malay guy in the office, workin' after the Hari Raya... All the others took the whole week off.

I was not well a couple of days ago...took half day at the office and went to see the doctor. She only gave me MC for one day...and it's for the same day!!! I've already been in the office for the past 5 hours... Wut's the point of me gettin' the MC for the same day. She might as well gave me a friggin' time slip... She even asked me if I wanted the MC for the same day or the next...either one of 'em...but not both. Damnnn......

So when I went back to the office the next day, I was not really 'dat' well... And you know wut...they have to do a fire drill ON THE VERY SAME DAY!!! Of courseeeee...it only happens to meeee...... To make things worse...we're on the 14th Floor...and the staircase is friggin' small it doesn't even have a good ventilation... Err...how does it suppose to help again????

Oh, yeah...I need to see my 2 BrOtHeRs too... I have sumthin' in my mind rite now...

DeADMAN out...for now...

HaPPy eID uL FiTR tO aLL...

Time flies... In 'bout a couple of days it's Eid Ul Fitr... Or in Malay, Hari Raya Aidilfitri. One of the biggest celebration in the Islamic calendar. After a month of fasting in the month of Ramadhan, this is the reward dat everybody's waiting for. A day for joyous celebration after a month long of refraining ourselves from the things dat would spoil our fasts...and also learnin' to be a better person...

Personally for me...it's kinda sad to see the Ramadhan goes by... Juz hope dat I would still be alive next year to go through it again... It got me thinkin' 'bout last year's Ramadhan... I was at a different workplace...wit different people and a few different frenz. But most of them is just there to use me... Glad it didn't happen again this year... Well, like I always said...everythin' happens for a reason... It has tought me a lot 'bout the value friendship. And I value frienship juz a lil' less than how I value family ties... Hey, family comes first...no matter wut happens... You wouldn't be alive without your family, ok...

I'm 'bout to do sumthin' different dis time around... But let me juz keep it to myself for now... I wanna make sure dat it works...no matter wut...... It's 'bout me now...it's 'bout my life. But don't be surprised if you see a different 'Me'. Ali n Jo...we gonna make dis thing works... We have too...There's no turning back now... A lot is at stake for us... We've been at the bottom for far too long...now, it's our time... It's ten percent luck, twenty percent skill, fifteen percent concentrated power of will. Five percent pleasure...fifty percent pain. And a hundred percent reason to remember the name. ReMeMBeR Me...BLOOD SWeAT 'n' TeARS...

For all the people out there...Happy Eid Ul Fitr...Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. May ALLAH bless you...

DeADMAN out...for now...

GoIn' HoMe...n STuFF tO BuY

Another busy week at the office... dis mailbox, dat mailbox...dis user, dat issue...dis meetin', dat report... Hahaha...it's fun...surprisingly.

Well, I almost forgot...it's MiYaKe'S birthday... 10th Sept. Happy Birthday MiYaKe and wish you all the best. May GOD bless you...

Ramadhan is now in its final week...dat sucks. Hmmm...finally went back to my parent's house last week... Spend 'bout 4 days there... Doin' basically nothin', and for once...nothin' is good. I finally got a chance to rest and relax. Well, apart from pickin' up my mum from the shop and goin' shoppin' wit my parents... As usual, I did the normal things dat I would do at my parent's house...wakin' up late, washing their car, fetchin' my mum etc... It's a bit special dis time though...we went to the mosque for 'Terawih' together... Hehehe...... It's not dat I never did it before..but I was a long time since I last did it wit them.

And as expected...I came back wit a whole bunch of things dat my mum bought me... Hey, I went there wit just a small bag and some dirty laundry (so dat I could wash it at my their house)... Well, my mum bought me a shirt, and some things to make the house a bit complete... Hehehe... My mum said dat she'll give me some money to buy a washing machine and a fridge. Huhuhu...but I have to pay her back la... Uh, well...fair enuff for me...

Here's some of the things dat I need to buy for myself...a jacket or a sweater (since dat I have no idea where the previous one went to...), a new pair of sneakers or a sport shoes or wutever you wanna call it, a couple of new office shirts and some t-shirts... FOS and Reject Shop...Here I come... Hahahaha... Oh, yeah...I forgot one more thing... Transformers!!! But, it all depends on the budget dat I have... If everythin' goes well...I shouldn't have any issue. I did some calculation (can you believe it!!! I can actually calculate!!!)...and after I deducted all the things dat I need to pay... I should still have some left for me to buy the things I need...

Which reminds me... I gotta get myself some blank CDs. I compiled a playlist of songs from Avenged Sevenfold, Finger Eleven, Aerosmith, Guns N Roses, Metallica, Dio & Yngwie Malmsteen, Dream Theater, DragonForce, Slipknot, Hammerfall, Blind Guardian, Nightwish, Korn, Rage Against The Machine, Slayer, Sepultura, Motorhead, Drowning Pool, Marilyn Manson, Saliva and so on... It's gonna be a head bangin', brain splatterin' and earth shatterin' playlist from the start 'till the end... I wonder should I add some melodic death metal or gothic into it... I do have Cradle of Filth and Theater of Tragedy wit me... Hmmmm.... I remembered the time when I used to listened to all sorts of crazy music like death metal, black metal, gothic... Dat was in college...'bout 6 or 7 years ago... Most of the songs was deleted when my Dad re-formatted my PC. Hahaha...yup...my bad. I didn't get the chance to back-up all of it... I only got a few left...but I dun even remember where the hell dat I keep it... Uh, well...looks like I gotta start from scratch...again......

Me, ZuL and ChAcK agrees on a lot of things. One of it, is music. We believe dat for every situation dat anyone could possibly imagine, there's a suitable kind of music or song for it. And of course all of us listens to more or less the same kind of music... Well, we do enjoy old rock songs by Scorpions, Aerosmith, Deep Purple, Led Zeppelin and all. We also like the music from the older generation...whether it's from local or foreign artists. ZuL is our point of reference for those songs. Maybe some of you dun believe dis but we do listen to music from the 50's and 60's too. Not to mention Bee-Gees, Beatles and stuff like dat. ChAcK is more into Gary Moore and ol'skool 80's rock. Tight jeans, long haired and high-pitched rockers... Me, Myself and I, on the other hand listens to rock (slow and fast), metal (heavy, death, black, speed, gothic) and also neo-classical (by Malmsteen and Apocalyptica). It depends on my mood or mode... Hey, we all listens to The Godfather Theme and also the songs from old Clint Eastwood cowboy movies... Ever heard of The Ecstacy of Gold instrumental piece from the movie 'The Good, The Bad and The Ugly'?!?! But the 3 of us is more like 'The Wise, The Thinker and The Wutever...' Hahahaha

But dun give me any of those stupid Hip-Hop bullshit dat we keep on hearing on the radio. It'll piss me off in 4 seconds, max... They are juz singin' 'bout the same crap over and over again... 20 inch spinners, pimped-up SUVs, drugs, guns and getting laid in a toilet in a some stupid club or sumthin'... Ever wonder why people wanna live 'a RockStar' rather than sumthin' else? Nobody sings 'bout wanting to be a Rap or Hip-Hop so-called stars. Well, for starters...how many RockStar you've heard of being shot at? Or gettin' killed in a drive-by shootin'? It's definately wayyy lower than the amount of Hip-Hoppers dat has been killed wit the same method. See...the chances of living is better if you're a RockStar. Hahahaha... Even those crappy Hip-Hoppers sing 'bout how cool it is to be a ROCKSTAR!!! Rockers will come, kick some ass and everybody will remember it forever... Others juz come, talk some shit and people will forget them within half a minute...

DeADMAN out...for now...

a GLiMpSe Of Me...

Hmmm...got into a fight wit my mum the other day. It was a misunderstandin'. Dun really wanna talk 'bout it...but I made her cried. And I cried too, a bit... Finally, after 15 years plus since the last time I cried... Never thought dat I would hurt the feelings of the person who patiently and excitedly carried me in her womb for 9 months. Never thought dat it took me to do dat to cry again... I felt sooo damn bad dat night... But, it's all good now... At least we understand each other better. The other bad thing is I know I made my dad cried too, several times over the course of my life... I always knew dat, and I did try to make it better him. I told you before dat I'm not perfect, rite...so please have a lil' patience for me...

For Mama n Baba...from me......

I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire
I love you as certain dark things are loved,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries
hidden within itself the light of those flowers,
and thanks to your love, darkly in my body
lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you simply, without problems or pride
I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving
but this, in which there is no I or you,
so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,
so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

For the people out there...this is a rare occasion for you to have a glimpse of my 'other' side. Enjoy it, cuz you won't know when you'll get the opportunity to see it again... But always remember dat I'll do EVERYTHIN' for my parents. They are the best thing dat ever happenned to me...

HoNeSTy...yOu HaVe iT?

Let's play a game here......it's called 'Who Wants To Be A Superhero...'

On the other hand...boooorrrrrrrriiiiiiinnnnnnngggggggg...... They've already created a reality series for that...and it's the brainchild of Stan Lee. Dun know who Stan Lee is? Well, ever heard of The Incredible Hulk, The Fantastic Four...or Spiderman? He created all of them...and then some, which includes all the villains too.

"He gives without the thought of reward..." Qui-Gon Jinn... Have you ever wondered why Anakin was so pissed and why he became Darth Vader? Why he killed every Jedi in sight, why never cared 'bout anythin' else in this world except to eliminate all the Jedi in the known galaxy? It's because all this while...he's been giving without the thought of reward. That quote was spoken by Qui-Gon Jinn to Anakin's mother in Tattoine. Anakin helped the Jedis to get the parts they need to repair their ship, helped to defeat the Trade Federation and saves the day... And he became a Jedi after that... Soon, he with his Jedi Master, Obi Wan Kenobi and the other Jedis was goin' all over the galaxy to eliminate the Trade Federation's droid army... Later he was promoted to a Jedi Master himself and got his own apperentice. And he was secretly married to Senator Amidala. Everythin' was going well for him until...

He never asked for any rewards for any of the deeds that he did... but what did he get in return? His mother was killed by the Sand People... he was betrayed and manipulated by Senator Palpantine. The only time that he wished for a reward for all the thing dat he did, in the form of the well bein' of his wife...he was screwed...... He was lied to by Palpantine, The Emperor...the Sith Lord himself... For once, he wanted sumthin' for himself...and dat nearly killed him. He was bound in the life support suit forever... And since then...he is known as Darth Vader...the baddest Sith ever... And it all started cuz he juz wants sumthin' for himself...once in his lifetime......

I'm holdin' on to same code of ethics too. My parents have tought me well to never ask for anythin' in return for wutever things dat I do... They told me, dat wutever things dat I do...good or bad will have its own reward or punishment. If you dun get it now, you will soon...or you'll get it in the afterlife. They told me dat GOD is fair... be kind to people, and people will be kind to you. Be a bad guy, and people will be bad to you... Regardless...you will get wut's comin' to you......
The other things dat my parents tought me was...always be true to yourself & others and stand for wut is right... Never ever do anythin' wit any hidden agendas... Maybe others won't know your intention...but GOD knows...EVERYTHIN'... GOD know your deepest, darkest secrets dat you hide from others...and then some. If you know wut I mean... GOD knows the reasons of why you do the things dat you do...whether it's for the good or sumthin' else...

So, think deep...and think hard before you do anythin'... Think whether wutever dat you do... you do it because it's the right thing to do, or is it cuz you have sumthin' up your sleeves... Call me wutever you want... a son of a bitch, a bastard or wutever names and curses dat you can come up wit... I could care less 'bout it. At least I dun lie to myself...cuz lying to yourself is the worst thing dat you can do... It's like lying to GOD himself......

I help others cuz it's the right thing to do...not cuz of anythin' else... Somebody once told me... "Do the right thing at the right time...and do the things right..."

One more thing...Be honest to yourself... Cuz if you can't trust yourself, who else would do so...
Oh, yeah... wutever dat I wrote in here...it's from wutever dat I see in world today. But most importantly, it comes from the bottom of my heart. Always has and always will be... If anybody dun like it...well, you can always stop readin' and leave this page... Nobody forced to you to read it...

DeADMAN out...for now......

ALLAH IS WATCHIN'...ALWAYS......UNTIL THE END.

BiRTH-RiGhT iNsTiNcT

Why can't people juz live and let live!!! Could anybody let me live in peace for once and stop givin' me unnecessary headaches... Please understand that I have my own life to live here!!! Maybe not as good or as happennin' as some people......but at least...IT'S MY FReAKIN' LIFE!!! And please understand dat I have my own reasons for doin' the things I do. Its either I care 'bout you or I want you to learn from your GOD-given life... I dun simply do everythin' without knowing how and why I have to do it.

Stay inside tonite, vanish from my sight... You can't make it right...lost the final fight......

Restless tonite cuz I've wasted the light...Between both these times, I drew a really thin line. There's nothing I planned, and not that I can't...but you should be mine, across the line. I promise I might not walk on by...maybe next time but not this time. Even though I know,I don't wanna know. Yeah, I guess know,I just hate how it sounds.

If I traded it all, if I gave it all away for one thing...just for one thing. If I sorted it out, if I knew all about this one thing...Wouldn't that be something.

Yeah, dun we all wish dat we know 'bout 'dat' sumthin'...regardless of wut 'dat' is... Same wit me. Even when I'm not 100% earth-human...but still, I have a part of it in me... Maybe dat explains why my gut's instinct is strong(well, at least better than a normal human being)...especially when it comes to the people I care 'bout...

On another note, HaNie's birthday is tomorrow... 11th August to be exact. Happy Birthday my Miss Wutever...may you have a prosperous and a blessed life. You're one year older now...but you're still a lil' girl to me... Hehehe... Well normally when it's someone's birthday...I would just say "Congratulations...you're one year closer to death" but dats not good at all. It's fun though killing other people's joy... Hahahahaha...

Dun really have much to say nowadays... Maybe my brain is too tired to think...

DeADMAN out...

THe FaStInG aT HaNd

Tetibe aku terpikir pasal bulan Ramadhan a.k.a bulan puasa a.k.a bulan rahmat ALLAH tak lama lagi ni...(dalam sebulan lagi la lebih kurang) dan jugak bulan Syawal a.k.a bulan Hari Raya!!! Syukur, aku masih hidup untuk melalui lagi satu bulan Ramadhan, Insya Allah...dan harap-harap Insya Allah aku sempat sambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri... Dan aku jugak berharap untuk berjumpa lagi dengan satu lagi bulan Ramadhan tahun depan... Tapi buat masa sekarang ni, kite fokus dulu kat yang dekat-dekat ni...

Kalau ikut kalendar kuda (kalendar yang semua orang pun pakai, tak kire la korang kaya tahap mane sekalipun...tapi aku pakai kalendar Top Gear...ape kes?)Ramadhan akan start lebih kurang dalam 20 atau 21 Ogos ni... Hmmm...nak balik kampung ke tak? Last sekali aku balik pun ade la dalam bulan lepas...tu pun sebab ade kenduri untuk Allahyarhamah Tok aku... Kalau nak diikutkan...last sekali aku balik kampung masa Allahyarhamah Tok aku meninggal la... Bulan Jun tahun lepas. Aku tak nak panggil 'arwah' sebab 'arwah' tu ialah nama jin yang suka mengganggu budak kecik... Tok aku bukan jin...die orang... Kalau orang lain tu, aku tak tau la pulak, kan... Anywhuuu...back to our topic...Ramadhan......

Ramadhan ialah satu bulan yang dipenuhi dengan rahmat Allah SWT. Bulan turunnya Al-Quran kepada Nabi Muhammad SAW sebagai panduan untuk seluruh umat manusia. Bulan dimana pintu-pintu neraka akan ditutup dan pintu-pintu syurga dibuka seluas-luasnya. Para malaikat akan turun ke bumi dan menemani mereka-mereka yang membuat amal kebajikan. Hijab antara langit dan bumi akan dibuka untuk doa-doa para muslimin dan muslimat sampai kepada ALLAH tanpa apa-apa sekatan... Bulan dimana ALLAH akan mengampunkan dosa-dosa umat nya dan mengabulkan doa-doa mereka... Masjid akan meriah dengan para jemaah menunaikan sembahyang sunat Terawih selama 30 malam dan setiap satu malam mempunyai kelebihan yang tersendiri... Seronok sehhh... Tapi bebudak la seronok, tunggu time moreh...pastu kutip makanan. Tapi bukan bebudak je buat camtu...orang tua pun same gak. Sembahyang nye tidak...tetibe time moreh, ramai pulak...

Tapi malam yang paling ditunggu-tunggu oleh semua ialah Malam Lailatur-Qadar. Malam dimana seluruh para malaikat dari ketujuh-tujuh langit akan turun ke bumi dan memberkati orang-orang terpilih serta menerangi malam itu dengan 'nur' mereka. Malam dimana malaikat-malaikat sendiri akan berdoa untuk manusia dan membawa doa-doa manusia kepada ALLAH. Macam-macam yang aku pernah dengar pasal malam Lailatul-Qadar ni... Ade yang nampak pokok-pokok bersujud ke arah kiblat di Mekah, air berukar jadi ais, masjid tetiba ramai dengan orang yang penduduk kawasan tu sendiri tak pernah jumpa... Hehehe...Malaikat la tu, agaknya...

Puasa ialah menahan lapar dan dahaga serta perkara-perkara yang membatalkan puasa dari terbit fajar Saadiq hingga terbenam matahari. Puasa bukan sekadar mengajar manusia untuk tahan lapar, tetapi menguji kesabaran manusia dan mengingatkan mereka kepada orang-orang yang kurang bernasib baik... Bulan ni jugak macam-macam dugaan dan cubaan akan ALLAH turunkan untuk menguji manusia... Tapi kalau ade yang lemah semangat tu...nampak budak-budak minum air sirap pun boleh ke lauuut puasanya...memang 'out' la... Time ni la, ada je makhluk yang nak bagi kite naik hangin...seolah-olah mintak dibelasah sampai separuh mati menggunakan Hikmat Tapir Terulung Membelah Bumi!!! Hahaha... Tapi walau ape pun...kita kena belajar untuk bersabar kerana kesabaran tu akan dibalas dengan pahala yang berganda dari ALLAH.

Nikmat untuk orang-orang yang berpuasa ni ialah masa berbuka puasa... Itu ialah nikmat yang diberikan oleh ALLAH di dunia untuk mereka... Sebagai ucapan 'Tahniah' kerana telah berjaya mengharung satu hari yang penuh dengan dugaan dan cubaan. Time tu yang best... Tetibe je rasa air sirap tu ialah benda paling best dalam dunia ni...hehe... Lagi satu pulak...Pasar Ramadhan... Masa ni la korang akan nampak kuih-muih atau pun lauk-pauk yang tak kan ade time bulan tak puasa...tiap-tiap tahun pun camtu...tiap-tiap tahun, ade je kuih atau lauk baru... Semua pun nampak sedap...beli berbakul-bakul, tapi makan sikit je dah kenyang...pastu yang lain tu, kengkadang dibuang jek... Ha, tu pun dah lari dari konsep. Bulan puasa ni mengajar kesederhanaan dan tidak membazir...bukannya beli macam nak buat kenduri, tapi yang tukang makannye ade la 2-3 orang... Aku pulak, bile pegi pasar Ramadhan tu...pegi dengan tangan kosong, balik pun camtu gak... Aku tak tau nak beli hape. Sudahnya aku pegi 7 Eleven, beli air kotak ngan roti kaya... Tanya kengkawan aku kalau tak percaya... Aku 'fail' skit bab beli-beli kuih ni...maybe bukan 'fail' skit la tapi 'fail' banyak!!! Hahaha... Aku ni bukan manusia bumi, so pepaham la ek... Masa aku duduk ngan family aku dulu, bapak aku yang selalu pegi pasar ngan mak atau adik-adik aku...aku jarang ikut...so aku tak tau nak beli ape la... Biasanya aku akan tolong mak aku siapkan table pastu hidang kuih or lauk sebelum time berbuka... Hey, I spend more time wit my mum in the kitchen than my other family member...sebab tu tu mak aku sayang lebih kat aku!!! Dan sebab tu jugak la aku agak pandai memasak...hehe...
Aku pernah la merasa berbuka ngan air sejuk je...atau pun ngan rokok semata-mata... Harap-harap tahun ni takde la camtu. Insya Allah... Masa tu memang aku takde duit sungguh. Rokok tu pun aku beli 2 hari sebelum tu...air sejuk tu pun nasib baik je, sebab ade la air botol aku kat umah tu... Hari tu, aku sahur ngan air botol tu jugak la... Macam bapak aku, kengkadang aku dah terbiasa sahur hanya sekadar ngan air sejuk...so tak kisah la... Heh, memories...

Macam-macam kelebihan dalam bulan ni...terpulang pada korang samada nak rebut peluang atau tak... Aku akan cuba sebaik mungkin untuk dapatkan keberkatan sebanyak mungkin... Ye la...mana tau aku tak sempat nak jumpa bulan Ramadhan lagi sekali tahun depan... Cuma yang aku sedih skit ialah bile kebanyakkan orang sekarang ni cuma buat amal kebajikan time bulan puasa jek... Time ni la diorang nak sembahyang ke, hape ke... Kebanyakkan mereka seolah-olah menggunakan bulan ni untuk cover balik untuk 11 bulan yang lepas punya perangai... Dalam bulan ni je la yang diorang stop pegi clubbin', minum arak atau pun ape-ape yang sewaktu dengannya. Habis je puasa...belasah balik... Ni mana punya mazhab yang diorang ikut ni... Lantak korang la... Nanti kalau aku cakap lagi kang, korang kata aku busybody...kubur lain-lain...bla bla bla... Lantak korang la...masing-masing ada otak, kan...

So, wit dat bein' said...it's juz 'bout another month to go (well...less than a month actually...) for us to start to learn how to control ourself from doin' sumthin' very stupid dat would jeopardize your fast... And 'bout another month for us to learn to be a better person than we are right now... Wutcha waitin' for? Start NOW!!!

HaLL-AiM a.k.a DeADMAN a.k.a GaBaNz out...for now......

WeRK N ToYs!!!

I juz wanna say... Finally, I'm gettin' busy...wit a whole lot of workloads. GOOD... Hahaha
So, I might not be able to update dis blog as often as I want it... Ah, who cares...it's not like the all people 'round the world is readin' wutever dat I wrote in here... THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND ME...OR YOU!!! Dun think dat wutever dat I've wrote in here is 'bout you. It's not 'bout anybody...but it's 'bout everybody dat is alive at dis moment... GET IT!!! I may not have a lot of frenz...but I do know a lot of people... Go figure...

Went out wit SiTa dis past week...and took eZaNe out to ToYs R' uS... It should've been the week before dat...but after wut happened to baby eRiN, we postphoned it to dis past week. Yeay, finally got a chance to use my ToYs R' uS card for the toys...hahaha. Yeah, I do have the ToYs R' uS Star Card...so wut!?!?! Jealous?! Go fuck yourself, ok... Anywhuuu...we bought eZaNe AuToBoT ChRoMiA and DeCePtIcOn RaVaGe. And I found out dat RaVaGe is kinda cool...one of the best toys dat have dis movie-accurate design... Faithful to it's CGi design. Definately in my 'To Buy' list at the end of the month. Hehehe. I'm not gonna buy Optimus Prime, yet...I'll wait for 'Buster Optimus Prime'. The current Leader Class Optimus Prime is good, but with the blade concealed...hands and arms movements are a bit resricted. Also need to buy Human Alliance BumbleBee, Human Alliance SideSwipe, Ironhide, Ratchet, Skids and Mudflap (the twins), Arcee twins and maybe...Constructicons......

I should have the complete set maybe before Hari Raya...which got me wondering...should I buy a new baju raya or juz stick to last year's Baju Melayu and jeans... Hmmmm... Actually, I couldn't even remember when wuz the last time I bought a Baju Melayu for Hari Raya. I've been using the same 2 Baju Melayu for the past 5 years or so... My mum have been buggin' me to get a new one for a long time... Uh, well...we'll see... I'm thinkin' 'bout doin' sumthin' different this Hari Raya..but, again...we'll see......

ShAhRiL is finally back from Labuan...and SiTa is freakishly happy. She couldn't stop smiling since we got the news a couple of days ago... We picked him up at KLIA yeaterday and took him to see his kids...he's happy too... It's understandable. They haven't seen him for 2 months...and they dun know when he's goin' away again or when he'll be back... I can't really say dat I fully understand how it feel to not see your loved ones for a long period of time. I do know how it feels but not entirely... Well, have been there and done dat...in my own way......

My rotational shift starts this week... The first one starts at 8.30 am and the next one starts at 11.30 am. No issue there...I've been in the graveyard shift before, so...again......no issue. Well, at least I get the chance to wake up a lil' bit late than usual... Finally got my salary a couple of days ago...and paid the overdued house-rent and for the car. And I have 'bout 100 bucks left for me...for the rest of the month. Looks like I'm gonna have to survive by juz eatin' biscuits... Hehehe... I've survived once...why can't I do it again. KaRmA at work, I guess...

AnOTHeR LiST and THeN SoMe...

I've been doin' sum thinkin' for the past month or two and dis is wut I wanna do wit my car if I have the money...

1- Engine transplant...new 1.5 4G91 or a Mitsubishi 2.0 V6 engine... No turbo...dun really like it, unless it comes together wit the new engine

2- New manual transmission or a gated automatic tranny for the V6. Hey, if the engine is 2.0 and above...I would prefer an automatic transmission. To me, you're a sissy if you drive a car wit an automatic tranny if it's anything lower than 2.0... Even my dad drives a 1.8 manual...

3- New paint-job. Metallic Silver or Gunmetal Silver

4- Re-upholstered interior. Civilized combination of black, silver and red...

5- Custom dashboard layout including gear lever, arm rest and everythin' in between...

6- Super-charger...if there's no factory-installed turbo-charger. I love the sound of a super-charged engine...

7- Gunmetal colored 6 spoke 16 or 17 inch rim wit low profile tyres. No deep-dished rims or a spinner...I hate it... Uh, yeah...wider track for better stability and handling

8- 15 inch Ventilated Cross-drilled brakes for front and rear

9- Black Leather Recaro sports seats wit red inserts and stiches for front seat...and matchin' leather for the rear seat

10- Customized GTi door panel with black leather inserts and red stiches

11- GTi-like wheel arches integrated to the front fenders and quarter panels, also wit GTi sideskirts. I'll give the car a widebody appeareance...

12- Double twin tip exhaust like a VW's Golf GTI or BMW's M3... Of course, it have to start from the extractor...and maybe the outlet will be integrated into the rear bumper...

13- V Design front bumpers with bonnet...and completed wit GTi spoiler and customized GTi rear bumper

14- New wiring for the whole car which includes safety alarm for security...

15- Some minor modification on the front facia...as if Proton would do a facelift concept on Satria... I have the picture in my head...

16- Adjustable absorbers for both front and rear suspension wit stabilizer bars for the whole car

17- 4 speakers Pioneer Sound System. I dun like my car to be a boom box...it's a car, not a friggin' mobile disco!!!

18- Pioneer DVD/CD/MP3/WMA Player/USB/Radio wit Remote Control and an integrated Bluetooth handsfree unit for my phone...

19- Black leather wrapped steering wheel wit red stiches to match the interior

20- Sound-proofing for the whole car for a quieter cabin

21- Auto-flip side mirror with switches integrated in the door panel

22- Modified rear bonnet insipred by Satria Neo's rear bonnet

23- Autobot insignia replacing the Proton's Tiger emblem (but still in the shield's outline)...also on the middle of the steering wheel!!! SILVeRSIDe...roll out!!!

I belive dat it would complete the 'sleeper-car' look. A balanced interior and exterior upgrades... Comfortable enuff for my daily drive wit all the creature comfort and juz nice if I feel like I wanna drive fast... Dat's good enuff for me...and I'm sure dat it's sumthin' dat my parents wouldn't mind being driven in... But...I want a black with ghost style race stripes 2010 Ford Mustang Shelby GT500KR!!! ...and a DeLorean DMC12 wit a few modification (as the original version is under-powered and there's a few other glitches goin' on wit it)...

I belive dat it would complete the 'sleeper-car' look. A balanced interior and exterior upgrades... Comfortable enuff for my daily drive wit all the creature comfort and juz nice if I feel like I wanna drive fast... Dat's good enuff for me...and I'm sure dat it's sumthin' dat my parents wouldn't mind being driven in...

Oh, God...two straight entries in a form of a list... Gotta stop doin' dis...looks like I'm gettin' lazier than ever. Hehehe......but then again, there are a few people dat complained dat my entries in the blog is as long as a novel... Uh, well...wutever.

Wutever... Hmmm...dat reminds me of a certain sumbody dat I wanna meet but......dat sumbody is not answerin' the phone. It could be dat the person is busy, who knows... I'll try again soon... I wonder how she's doin'? How are you, my lil' Ms. Wutever? Hehehe...

Suddenly I feel like I wanna take the kids out to the zoo...I dun know why but I have to admit dat I do enjoy goin' out and spendin' my time wit them... Maybe I'll take them out at the end of the month. Of course, their mothers need to come along to... You dun expect me to take care of all of them all by myself, do you? My lil' Qistina have already went to the zoo a couple of months back wit her mum and my cousinz...so, I'll take her sumwhere else... Wanted to take her to Sunway Lagoon, but my aunt is workin' at SunwayMas as a developer, so she can go there anytime...for free, or at least pay the ticket like half price or sumthin'...and it's not like she's never been there before......

I'm lookin' at my schedule for dis week...and there's a lot of Trainin'/Meetin' dat I need to attend. Same goes for next week...and I gotta start lookin' through the internal system for the support request and everythin' related to it... Heh, I'm gonna be really busy...as there's so much to learn. I'll make it fun...it's juz me... Speakin' 'bout fun...we had dis event done on Wednesday wit the recyclin' and goin' green thingy... It's 'bout Cost Saving by Recycling. There was a few activities arranged for us from creatin' stuff from recycled materials, telematch, quiz to certificate-givin' ceremony... It's a good a way for me to mix 'round and get to know my team members better.

I'll be back...soon......

My TuRn...

I'm doin' dis juz cuz SiTa has been buggin' me to do it since last week... So, here goes......

1- Some of my frenz forgot wut my full name is... They only call me using my nick...GaBaNz

2- I drive kinda recklessly when I'm alone in the car, but not when there's sumbody else... Safety reasons.

3- But most of the time I'm a 'relaxed' kinda driver... I think I've juz contradicted my self...ah, sukati aku laaaa

4- I love cars... Coupes, muscle cars, hot hatches, hot rods...you name it...

5- I'm a fan of Transformers since I was 4 years old

6- The Undertaker made his 1st official WWE (then WWF) appearence at Survivor Series at the exact date of my 8th birthday

7- I have semi-photographic memory

8- I dun really talk much like my dad...but when I do talk, I talk a lot...like my mum

9- I listen to Metallica, Alterbridge, Nightwish, Avenged Sevenfold, DragonForce, Apocalyptica, Coal Chamber, Korn etc...

10- I love rock song...but occasionally I listen to slow music, acoustics and neo-clasiccal

11- I love guitars but can't play 'em...anymore... Not even 'gitar kapok'......

12- I only concentrate on football once every 4 years... The WORLD CUP

13- I love wrestling... WWE RULES!!! People will say it's fake... But I know dat most of the things is fixed, but not faked. How can you fake a 20 feet fall off a ladder onto a table and the concrete floor?

14- I have a straight line across my right palm... My mum always reminded me not to hit anybody using my right hand...

15- I've lost my family members to chronic diseases... Diabetes, heart attack, cancer and stroke...

16- I'm the 1st born in my family and also the 1st grandson to my late grandparents on my mum's side. I've got 'special privilages' with my aunts and uncles... Hehehe...

17- I love kids...especially twins...

18- I've been using the same handphone for the past 3 years... Yup, I know...gotta get a new one...

19- I've been using the same mobile number since I 1st got myself a handphone

20- The only number dat I memorize from my phone is my dad's mobile number...seriously. I dun even remember my home-phone number...

21- I hate Math... I never scored 'A' in Math. But then again I never got a 'B', 'C' or even 'D'...dat's how bad I am wit Math.

22- I like guns and swords... Samurai's katana is my favourite. Made from 'tamahagane' steel...

23- I collect Transformers...but never had one as a kid... So when I got my 1st pay in McDonald's...I went out and bought one for me. It costs me 169.90... Hehehe

24- One of my dream car is the DeLorean DMC-12

25- I dun really know how to draw although I majored in Animation

26- Another one of my dream car is the new Ford Mustang 2010 GT500KR...

27- Learned my way in KL by getting lost around town

28- Hates hip-hop artists dat take other people's song and make it as their own. eg.Sean Kingston (stole Led Zeppelin's song) and P.Diddy (stole Sting's song)...dat guy couldn't even make up his mind on his name...

29- Puposely make fun out of myself just to make people laugh

30- Not grossed out by blood...at all. I love blood, weirdly enuff...

31- I dun own a motorcycle licencse. I know how to ride 'em but my dad dun really like it...so, go figure......

32- The 1st album I bought was Mighty Morphin' Power Rangers - The Movie's Official Soundtrack. Hey, I was a kid back then...

33- My 1st rock album was Search's RoCk 'N' RoLL Pie - LiVe 'N' LoUd in Stadium Merdeka...

34- Have dis 'thing' wit all sorts mythical creatures like Griffins, Phoenix, Dragons etc. I believe dat they exist...

35- I love KoKo KrUnCh!!!

36- I slouch...and SiTa hates it...

37- I love Vanilla with Choc Chip ice cream...especially when you put some raisins in it...

38- Spaghetti is my favourite Italian dish... Pepperoni pizza too!!!

39- I know how to use a bow and arrow... Used to do some archery a few years back...

40- Hates POSeRS and WANNABeeS!!!

41- I like CHiPsMoRe!!!

42- I can read when the text is upside down

43- I used to be in my school brass band...playing trumpet... Hehehe

44- I went to one of the last Sudirman's concert... He passed away 2 weeks after dat...

45- Strangely enuff...I find dat baby tapir and piglets are cute... Weeeiiirrrdddd!!!

46- I like girls wit short hair...not so short, about shoulder length. Like SiTa's hair...and when I told her dis, she said "Awww, you're so sweet..." And I cringed...she laughed at me like hell after dat...... Hated it...

47- I love P. Ramlee movies... My dad owns a mug dat list down every single movie dat he acted and directed!!!

48- I would like to participate in a bungee jumpin' event...or parachutin'. It looks fun...

49- I only wear a ring on my middle finger...speakin' of which, I need to get myself a ring... Used to wore one, but it was a long time ago...

50- I have an army-like dog-tag with my name on it...but sumbody took it from me...

51- I wear wrist watch on my right hand...then again, it been a long while since I last used one

52- I like to take off my shoes when I'm in the office. I juz walk around wit my socks...

53- I've never been in a train before...I even only got a chance to fly in an airplane recently. Before dat, never been in one too!!!

54- I make it a point everyday to start my day by saying sumthin' nice...or at least a smile... My day will only start after dat...

55- My mum always complaints dat my handwritin' is too small...even when I use capital letters only... Well, maybe it is...

56- I only get sick if my mum is angry at me...seriously!!!

57- I always put other's needs before my own...but I'm trying to balance it out with my own needs first. While not being selfish in the process.

58- I have dis 2 frenz dat is more or less like me but they are more humane than me... ZuL and ChAcK. They are like my 2 big brothers dat I never had...

59- I'm the most child-like between the 3 of us... The so-called lil' brother... Hehehe... And I'm the shortest in the bunch...damnnnn......

60- Each one of us have our own 'theme song'... But collectively we use Evolution Theme by Motorhead or D-Generation X Theme. Hehehe

61- I read wayyy faster than I can talk...I enjoy readin' all sorts of articles and books...

62- I dun go clubbin'...and I dun drink too...

63- I find dat crocodiles and sharks are a beautiful creature... Two of the best adapted predators in the animal kingdom...

64- I enjoy watchin' Cartoon Network, Disney Channel, Discovery Channel, Discovery Turbo, National Geographic, History Channel and Animal Planet...

65- One of my favorite website is Wikipedia.com... You can find information to almost anything in there... Go ahead, try it.

66- I dun really like vegetables. There's only a few types dat I eat...baby corn, carrots, corn seeds anddd...dat's 'bout it... But, I'll juz probably eatmost of it when everythin' is mixed together...

67- I dun eat the 'curry' in currypuffs... I'll eat it if they substitutes the potatoes, chicken and the curry with sardines... I've been doin' dat since I was a little kid, so when my mum makes currypuff she'll make some 'special' puffs for me... Hehehe... She'll still do it now if I asked her too...

68- I only sing when I'm alone...or wit sumbody dat I'm comfortable wit... It's not dat I have a good voice, anyway...

69- I can't really swim...even when I used to live very near to the beach, back in Butterworth...

70- I never had any girlfrenz in school...

71- I used to be terrified wit girls... Uh, wait...maybe I still am... Dat explains a lot...hmmmm. But I know dat I've changed a lot...

72- I'm rentin' an apartment all by myself... It's easier...for my mum and dad to come visit and lepak while they're in town...

73- I'll do anythin' for my parents... They are the only thing dat I have in dis world... I might not be the perfect son, but to me...my parents are the best there was, the best there is...and the best dat there will ever be......

74- I'm very close to my uncle...my mum's youngest brother. He's more like a brother than an uncle to me... He's alwayyys nags at me for not praying... I know, I know...he's doin' the right thing...

75- I would love to have a lot of money...but then again, who doesn't!!!

76- I'll buy my family a mansion if I'm rich... So, all of us can live together... When I say all of us, dat means my aunts and uncle from both sides of the family and my cousins... I'll be very, very happy...

77- I'm closer to my cousins than I am wit my own siblings... Hate to admit it but it's true...and I'm not proud of it...

78- I'm like my dad in a way... It's hard for both of us to show emotions...especially to each other. But I know we love each other to the death and beyond...

79- I got a fooseball table... My frenz gave it to me... Thanks Ali n Joanna...hehehe

80- I always know the things I want to know and people wouldn't expect me to know... It's just sumthin' dat I've had since God knows when... The informations juz came to me... Sumtimes I know too much...

81- I dun really listen to my own advise... Badddd...

82- In my court...everybody is guilty until proven innocent...

83- I annoy some of my frenz wit the things I know... Especially when they want to brag 'bout wut they know, and then I turn the table around. Well, at least it teaches them not to brag... Hehehe

84- I will learn everythin' there is to know 'bout sumthin' if I like dat sumthin'. ZuL once gave me a DragonForce's song...a week after dat when I saw him again, I know wut's their 1st single is called, who's the band member, how many album they've had, their influence etc... He looked at me and said "...it was a big mistake giving you the song cuz I dun even know who's the vocalist..." Hahaha...

85- I'm a very patient guy...too patient. Some of my frenz calls me a tickin' time bomb...they're right.

86- I dun like confrontation - verbally and physically...and some people calls me a pussy cuz of dat. Well, I juz dun like it...first, bad words... Then fist-fight and the next thing you know, bodies are flying everywhere... It won't end until sumbody's dead... Boooorrrriiiinnngggg!!!!!! I'd rather sleep...

87- If I have to fight...I'll make sure dat I'm gonna win.

88- I believe in KaRmA...wut goes around, comes around...

89- I wanna meet my maker in one piece and in peace...

90- I love to prove to people dat they're wrong...especially when they make assumption on me, or think they know everythin'. So, dun tempt me...

91- I once walked home from my office cuz I only have coins in my pocket...I dun even have my ciggies wit me at dat time... I was broke...

92- I have no idea why am I doin' all of dis...

93- I know the correct technic on how to stop your heart from beatin' with one strike...

94- I've punched right through a door in anger... Cracked my fingers after dat...

95- I've never been to any martial arts classes in my life...

96- I've been in 5 trafic accidents since I got my driving license... I broke my dad's record...he had......NONE!!!

97- I think I've must have hit my head too many times to be as crazy and retarded as I am today...

98- I'm single... No, I'm not gay and I'm VERY sure of dat!!! It's juz dat...I can seem to understand girlz dat well...

99- I'm not scared of heights...at all!!!

100- I'm from the planet earth...juz not on earth... Figure dat out...

So, dat's it... 100 things 'bout me... Not all dat good but, hey...dat's me. I'm not perfect and neither does anybody else in this world. We complete each other in one way or another... Dat's juz wut us, humans do......

DeADMAN out...for now......

SiTa - 101... a CrAsH CoUrSe!!!

Started out just for fun and now it's like a competition... Who would come out on top with the most facts. She started wit 20, I amped it up to 30. Then I made it up to 55......and now, we agreed to stop at a 100. Hehehe...

Things you need to know 'bout my fren (a.k.a my sis, SiTa)

1- Loves GREEN... green shirts, green pants, green sandals, green dis...green dat......

2- Tells everybody dat her boyfren is GeRALD BuTLeR a.k.a KiNG LeONiDaS from the movie 300 (she watched it like a gazillion times...)

3- Have dis 'thing' wit real man in real uniforms... No, not you guys wearing PLuS or PrOPeL overalls...
4- Scared of talking in public

5- Never finishes her ciggy... It's always halfway or 3/4 finish...then she threw it away and light another one

6- Likes to complains and wonder how she could finish a 20 pack ciggy so fast (refer the above statement)

7- Actually falls in love with Optimus Prime... She said she felt so secured when Optimus is around......

8- Always callin' me a 'WeIRDO' (and dis is comin' from somebody who fell in love wit Optimus Prime... oh, how comfortin'!!!)

9- The easiet way to scare the shit out of her is by putting her in a small room without any windows and the doors locked

10- LOVeS HeR FAMILY MORe THAN ANYTHIN' eLSe IN THE WORLD (2 beautiful kids and 1 responsible husband)

11- Don't like to be forced to do anythin', especially things she hates to do

12- Needs her daily dose of coffee or nescafe at every meal

13- Can actually kick people's ass!!! She did it once, when she was pregnant wit baby eRiN... Pissin' her off, especially when she's pregnant is a bad move dudes...

14- Talks with a ReDNeCK HiLLBiLLy accent

15- Owns a car but dun know how to drive it

16- Never finishes her driving course...and did you know dat she took it more than once...... (I got dis from her mom...hehehe)

17- Belives in the sanctity of marriage

18- Loves clubbin' with her sister and cousins

19- Has a handphone with a built-in torchlight...or is it a torchlight wit a built-in handphone...... Hmmmm...I wonder......

20- Loves to watch 'chick-flicks'

21- Enjoys 'lepak-ing' wit frenz after work at the mamak stall

22- Hates me cuz I hate veggies (it's the green thingy...dun ask......)

23- Once bought her husband a superbike

24- Very down-to-earth kinda person

25- Listens to soppy malay love songs played by bands who sounds like men with no testicles

26- Never thought of license plate dat would reflect her until I suggested PAS174...which is her name (in a way)

27- Never actually used Yahoo Messenger until we started workin' together

28- Burps loudly like a friggin' toad but she can't burp the 'ABC'!!!

29- Enjoys goin' out and buyin' DVDs (both originals and pirated...)

30- Thinks dat BDSM is some sort of a foundations dat provides insurance... (Oh GOD, have mercy on her poor soul...)

31- Say dat she won't scream at me but when I told her dat I was involved in an accident, 0.5 seconds later... 'WHAAATTTTTT!!!!!'

32- Cried when Optimus Prime died in the original Transformers:The Movie

33- Looks like a nerd when she wear glasses

34- Said my ass is as big as hers

35- Favourite sentences / words..."...really...you don't sayyyyy...", "eeewww..." (after LAUGHIN' at sumthin' gross...)

36- Laugh like a hyena (or like a boy as she likes to say it...)

37- She's blurr......especially when people talk 'bout sumthin' dat doesn't interest her

38- Laugh everythime I say "People are dead, families have been destroyed...TIME TO GeT MOVIN'!!!"

39- Can't even find her handphone or house keys or lipstick or her MP3 player when she's really lookin' for it... Yup, it only happen to herrrrr......

40- Calls me a pussy cuz I didn't go wit her into a lingerie shop

41- Talks crap in circles...but in the end it make sense... Barely...

42- Always wearin' 3/4 jeans when she goes out wit me

43- Hates sharing food wit people...but always eats off my plate......

45- Buggin' me 'bout her hair... "...should I color it, or maybe cut it...wut 'bout if I straighten it..."

46- Doesn't watch porn...ANYMORe!!!!!!

47- She's a neat-freak... Everythin' should be nice and tidy or she'll go beserk

48- Likes Issey Miyake perfume...which reminded me of someone. She didn't buy it cuz she's scared if it'll offend me...

49- Have this strange fetish wit SHOWER CReAMSSSS!!!

50- She snores...and once, I recorded it...

52- Accidentally called her Nobita when I saw this McDonald's Happy Meal toy featurin' Doraemon... She threw a hissy fit...or in simpler words, she was so damn pissed

53- She carries herself well dat she doesn't need people promotin' her or tee-ing her up in any way whatsoever... Dat is wut I call FINeSSe...

54- Bugs the shit outta me by sayin' I need to get laidddd...badly......

55- Can be simplified in one word - ReTARDeD!!!

56- Loves it when I cringe everytime she says "Bro, you're so sweet..."

57- Laughs everytime I do an impersonation of Hj. Bakhil

58- Calls me a pussy cuz I dun like confrontation... Well, I juz dun like it...first, bad words... Then fist-fight and the next thing you know, bodies are flying everywhere... It won't end until sumboy's dead... Boooorrrriiiinnngggg!!!!!! I'd rather sleep...

59- Enjoys P. Ramlee movies (one of the few things we share in common...)

60- Can talk absolute nonsense and rubbish all damn day... (another one of our similarities)

61- Can't stand it when I make a noise which sounds like I'm gonna puke. She'll cover her mouth or she'll take the 'Minyak Cap Kapak'and put it 'round her nose. The smell of the oil helped her in not puking there and then... Hey SiTa... BLLLUUUEEERRRKKKK!!!!!!

62- Calls me gay cuz I dun have any girlfren

63- Makes fun 'bout my 'virginity'

64- Thinks I'm from another planet cuz she said I dun eat the 'normal' food dat earthlings eats... Well, you know wut...she might actually be right!!!

65- Enjoys listening to musics played in clubs... To me its juz pointless meandering zombie noise played by pseudo spiritual lunatics who thinks wind-chimes are a musical instrument...

66- Says dat I'm a terrible shoppin' partner but enjoys shoppin' wit me...

67- Sumtimes contradicts herself (read the above statement...)

68- Hates the shit out of 'WANNABEESSS'

69- Don't know dat her mum actually like the CoKe+SpRiTe+OrAnGe+StRaWBeRRy drink dat I always order everytime we go to McDonald's. Well, now...you know......

70- Enjoys 'Burger King'

71- Says dat I listen to weird and rock songs...but doesn't know dat I listen to Gary Moore's 'Still Got The Blues' and 'Parisienne Walkways'

72- Would 'do' AdAm LaMBeRt even when he's a gay...

73- Beat me in a card game...juz cuz I didn't know how to play... And she brags 'bout it...damnnnn......

74- Gets on my nerve when she never listens to me...unless she wants to...

75- Always leave her things inside my car...sunglasses, phone a.k.a torchlight etc...

76- Said dat I looked better with my glasses off...but I dun really believe her cuz...she's 'rabun' too!!!

77- Calls me M.C.P cuz I berates 'bout women drivers... Well, they don't know how to park properly, never stays in the slow lane when they're driving like 40km/h, switches lanes without giving any signal and they do the same too when turning into a junction... Most of 'em are actually endangering other road users when they're driving!!!

78- A sister dat I wish I had...
79- Sumtimes wear the same color clothes as mine

80- Looks foward to spendin' time with me everyday after work...me too. It makes life more tolerable......

81- Bugs me when she needs sumbody to talk too...or when she's juz plain bored

82- Calls me a fly and said she's a leech...

83- Never lets any dull moment to raise its ugly head when we're havin' fun together

84- Wants to go to Tuscani, backpackin'...but prefer Maranello... Cuz there's a certain factory I would like to see...Ferarri, 'nuff said

85- Calls me a geek cuz I like to surf WiKiPeDiA...but ends up using it as well. GEEKKK!!!

86- Gets angry when she saw her name in my phone is 'SiTa ChAcHaT'...and then laughs at it...

87- Wets herself everytime she's in the lift with eIzLan YuSoF... Hey, grow up will ya......

88- Have no idea why we're doin' this to each other...

89- Enjoys buggin' the shit out of me by askin' my blog's password so she can edit my grammatical error......

90- Hates it when people bully me or makes fun of me

91- Actually failed to restrain herself from calling me names, cursing me and makin' fun at me...not even for 1 friggin' hour. Yep, she lost the bet......

92- Offered her services to get me a girlfren...(which I dun really need, but still she wants to do it...)

93- Soooo dammmnnnn STUBBOORRRNNN!!!...sumtimes...

94- Hates it how sum people dun understand a simple "NO!". Dat'll get her pissed in 2 seconds...

95- Another way of scaring the living daylights out of her is by giving her...an innocent looking cockroach... Hahahaha

96- Hates me when I nag at her...and vice versa......

97- Gets annoyed when I asked her to think...she's juz to lazy to think 'bout anythin' sumtimes. And obviously...I have to do all the thinkin' for her...

98- She can't get past one day without a proper shower

99- Definately a morning person...talks a lot in the morning, but then again...she does it all the time all damn day......

100- quite protective on me...though she won't admit it... It's the 'big sis, lil' bro thingy'

Finally it's done... Uh, well...it was fun. Count properly and you'll see there's actually 101 things...literally SiTa 101...

There's still a lot dat we need to learn 'bout people, especially ourselves. It's juz an on-going thing dat will never stops until the day ends...... She's actually doin' the same thing for me on her blog. She said dat we're two kindred spirits...wutever dat means... Go ahead and read it...

"Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken,Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong,Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation,The best soy latte that you ever had...and me"...

p/s - Actually I forgot to mentioned one more thing... SHE IS A VERY GOOD FREN!!!