NoT AGaIN!!!!!!

Hmmm...guess what... I think i know why I feelin' down this past week. Sumthin' happenned...

I was involved in an accident...AGAIN!!! Yup, it was a couple of days ago... So, this would be my 6th accident. In a month dat should be my happiest month of the year!!!

Life's GReAT, ain't it!!! There's always somethin' good that would come after this.

A Th0uSaND MILe WiSh

Someone once told me..."He who makes a beast out of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man." I'm not sure if he meant it literally or it's juz a metafore...

Yeah, like dat's gonna happen anytime soon. Humans and emotions are inseparable. But dat doesn't mean dat all humans have the same level of emotions in them... Hmm...how I wish dat a certain human would feel the same as I do and really understand 'it'...

But again, it's juz a thousand mile wish...

Forgive me if now I wear the face of worry
This time alone could never cause any doubt
But I’ve been cold too long
Such a strange time to find myself coming down as the rain
With all these holes my love
To fill up from the middle
This storm could stay all night

So can you stay until we close our eyes
Til your dreams hold mine
Just stay until we know we tried one more time

Cause laughing lovers can overcome their closest demons
And they’ll go on and they won’t let go
They saw something that they know
Has never come so close
Can it stay here for us, for now?

Can it stay until we know ourselves?
I’m torn as I tell
You’re the story that I know and fell from
I’m so far into your story I don’t know why
We think we’re in control
When we lie between the lines

We’ll find a line to follow
It’s got to show real soon
Or we’ll never reach this high

We climb a little further
Cause there’s nothing we can’t get around together
Further gets colder until nothing was all that I saw around

So we stay until the ground
That we can’t come down from splits us away
Maybe stars know why we fall
I just wish they were thinking out loud
Oh, I could wish all night

DeADMAN out...

p/s - HEY!!! I'M SUPPOSe TO Be FReAKISHLY HAPPY NOW. IT'S NOVeMBeR!!! IT'S MY FReAKIN' MONTH!!! But, why am I so down?!?!?! Is sumthin' botherin' me? Hmmm...I dun know...probably there is sumthin'... Would I ever tell it to anybody? Definately...maybe...... I'll be back...in a better state of mind, I hope... SOON...