GooDBYe 2008...HeLLO 2009

First of all, I juz wanna say Happy New Year to everybody...

It's been a while since I last blogged. Maybe the last time I wrote sumthin' in here could be considered as 'a long time ago, in a galaxy far far away...' Hehehe...

Let's see...where do I start...

I quit the job dat I had in Lenovo to go and work wit RiZaL. There a few reasons for wut I did. One, it's for me explore more opportunities based on the Training and Managing People's skill dat I have back then. Two, it's cuz I get to travel (which I like...a lot...but didn't have the time to do it). Three, well...let's just say dat I got bored due to the level of face-to-face and human interaction at the office was very, very low... It's juz me and the PC. So bored dat it got up to a point where I had to pretend dat I'm talkin' to sumbody on the phone even when there's nobody on the other end...

But for the first time after walkin' into the new office, I doubted my decision on leavin' the old workplace. I never had dat before in my entire life. Not even when I was forced to work in McDonald's back then...or when I had to worked with a lawyer where I was left alone in the office most of the time... Normally I could be consired as a person who would shoot first and ask questions later...or leap first and think later. Basically there comes a time where I would just dun bother thinking at all. I could say dat I regretted in acceptin' RiZaL's offer to work wit him. Seems like I wrote a cheque my mouth can't cash...

Then after 'bout a week (and a lot of long talks wit RiZaL...) I've decided to stay and face it. I can't run away forever. Come to think 'bout it, how far and how much longer I can run from my fear of trying sumthin' new? Typical human nature is...they fear things dat they dun know. And I know well enuff dat I'm not the typical type of person.

In between dat time until today...there are a few hits and misses dat happened, but...to HeLL wit it. People said that experience is benchmark of maturity but to me, experience is just another name for mistakes. And we learn from it to make ourselves a better person. To be old and wise you need to be young and foolish first... But like I always said before...age doesn't make you a man...or a woman for dat matter anyway...

Thanks to ZuL, ChaCk, RiZaL, YaNa, ZuLee, SiTa, MiYaKe, HaNie and all the people dat has helped me in one way or another to improve myself regardless in wut ever way it might be. To the people dat I didn't mentioned in here, it's not cuz you guys are not important to me. There a juz too many of you to be listed down in here. You guys know who you are and all of you are important to me and means a lot to me... (sounds like sum 'Oscar' speech, dun you think so...?)

As I looked up to the sky on the very last day of 2008 and the very first day of 2009, I made a few promises and wishes. I wanna be a better person than wut I am right now in all the things dat anybody could ever imagine, promised to make my parents proud of me, Wanna earn more money & also to call it quits on finding another job cuz I'm juz sick and tired of jumping from one company to the other (unless I have to...but I really do wish dat I dun have too...), wanna find sumbody dat's right for me and wished to be blessed by Allah in wutever I do and where ever I go.

But, first thing's first...I'll try not to be a person which will make you have to see the plastic surgeon to have your face reconstructed or getting my boots surgically removed from your ass, just cuz you pissed me off. Enuff said... But seriously, you definately dun wanna be at the receiving end of my fist.

For the people who has pissed me off in the year 2008... I wish that Allah would bless you all and juz remember dat... Wut goes around...comes around.

Oh yeah, to RiZaL, YaNa and SiTa... My new year's resolution is sooooo not gettin' myself laid, ok...

An end of sumthin' could always be a beginning of sumthin' else...

Happy New Year...may it be full of good things and blessings from Allah......

THe DeADMAN, over and out...for now.

A MOMeNT iN A MiLLiOn YeARS

The lights are slowly fading down
There's no one else, just you and me
Nothing ever changed
I see your faces in the crowd
It seems I know each one of you
For all my life
I wish this night could last forever
But it's time to go

I saw you laugh, I saw you cry
All for one and one for all
Nothing ever changed
The way you sang just blew my mind
It gave me chills from head to toe
What a glorious night
To me it could have lasted forever
But it's time to go

The bus is waiting right outside
To hit the road and once again
I leave you all behind
I chase another dream tonight
And by the time you'll be home
I'll be far away
I wish this night could last forever
It's time to go

A moment in a million years
Is all I've got for you
A moment in a million years
To make some dreams come true
A moment that I won't forget
Until the day I die
A moment in a million years
Called life...