CReePINGLY DISTURBeD INSIDe...

When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye,
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather,
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special,
You're so fucking special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?.
I don't belong here.

She's running out the door,
she's running, she run, run, run, run, run.

Whatever makes you happy,
Whatever you want.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here,
I don't belong here.

The song, 'Creep' by Radiohead tells the tale of an inebriated man who
tries to get the attention of a woman he is attracted to by following her
around. In general, the word 'Creep' means disturbingly eccentric,
painfully quiet and shy, painfully loud and obnoxious, or overly perverted.
Hmmm...dat sound kinda like me...in a very weird kind of way...
CReePY...

My adopted brother called me the other day...and again last night. He
asked me to call back, but I didn't. I fell into a deep sleep for about 4
hours... Actually it's been nearly a week that I'm not getting enuff sleep...
I've been sleeping like 4-5 hoors on a daily basis...

I called him last night...and he asked for my help... Unfortunately, I can't
help him. Well, it feels like SHIT when you are unable to help someone
dat needs your help...

There's a new batch comin' in at my so-called new workplace, here... And
some of 'em is from my previous office. They told me dat people are
saying dat I got terminated from dat place... Ok, let me clarify it. I DID
NOT GET TERMINATED!!! I CHOOSE NOT TO SIGN THE NEW CONTRACT
OFFERED TO ME 'CUZ I'M SICK AND TIRED OF WORKING WIT A BUNCH
OF IDIOTS WHO THINKS DAT THEIR TOO GOOD AND WANTS PEOPLE TO
KISS THEIR FUCKIN' ASS!!! GET IT?!?!?! AND I DON'T KISS ANYBODY'S
ASS, I JUZ KICK 'EM!!!

MiYaKe has sent me the survey questions and I've finished it... I lost
count of how many questions it was...hahaha. It was 'bout 150 questions,
I think... I got to call her a day before dat and we talked for 'bout an
hour... It has been 'bout a week since we last talked to each other. I
asked her out this weekend... Let's juz hope dat it works out...I dun really
want it to cause her any trouble later...

I'm gonna really start work maybe around next week... I have some
doubt in me, whether I can do it or not... It's been quite a while since I
last did it... Lets juz hope dat it will work out, too...

A friend of my friend is askin' for my help to do some animation editing.
I've stopped doin' dat for the past 5 years...Dun really know if I can still
do it... But, hey...it's me...I can do anythin' dat I want...anytime...