DeAFeNING SILeNCe

Met-up wit ZuL last Friday...we talked 'bout the change... He also said that I need to revert to who I was before...'bout stoppin' to be the 2nd and being the one on top of the list again... Being no. 1...

I never again and again count it over

Never again and again and again this

Why?

Come on again and again on my power

And on the shame and my pain will I get this

Why ?!!

It's so real!!

Fall in love again?

It's all we have to live

Whenever i'm unseen

I blame it on myself

All over again and again coming over

Never again and again and again this

Why?

Come on again and again on my power

And on the shame and my pain will I get this

Why??

It's so real!!!

Fall in love again?

It's easier to be.....

Whenever i'm unseen

I blame it on myself

Silky coloured

Will you love me? (Suck!!)

Silky coloures

Will you leave me?

Silky coloured

Indecision (Go!!)

Silky coloured

Cause I'm a patienttt...

Yaaaaa........heyyyyyyyyyyy

Fall in love again?

It's all we have to livee...

Whenever i'm unseen

I blame it on my self

Nooooo!!!!!

Fall in love again ?

Fall in love again ?

hmmmmmmmm.....

I always say that life is like drivin' a car... You look foward, to the thing that is in front of you...but sometimes, you also need to look at the rear view mirror...to see what's behind... Just like life, you look with to the things ahead of you, the future...but there is a time you need to look back to the past and learn from your experience... People say that experience is the benchmark of maturity, but to me...experience is juz another name for mistakes...

By the way, the lyrics is from Butterfinger's 'The Chemistry (between us)'... They're considered the pioneer and godfather of the Malaysian underground scene... And they're friends with my older cousin brother...they played music together...

This past week is juz another boring weekend...sitting at home and doin' absolutely nuthin', and nuthin' is bad...remember... I NEED TO DO SUMTHIN"!!!!!! (dats wut would happen if you dun have frens around you...)Oh, yeah...did I mention dat I purposely failed my post-ACE test... Well, I did...juz for the fun of it. Dun ask me why...I got my own reason other than for fun.

I need to straighten my life up...and I need help. But I'm not sure if there's anybody out there to help me...... I'm keepin' it all inside and dun know how to let it out...and I dun tell anybody 'bout it, juz 'cuz I dun know how to...